Hear the voices in the fallen leaves?
The embrace of chilled air - can you feel it?
Stare across the field, into the haze of the
growing fog of night, the diffused glow -
soft and orange - of the street lamps; you
just might see a dream.
Does it live only in your mind?
Will whispering it to the stars
make it real?
Can you save it in pixels or ink or sound?
Can a memory breathe?
Do fallen leaves despise the feet
that trample them?
Walk the paths of night, wander in your mind and by you
Can I tryst myself?
Can I trust you? these pages...
These pages keep my secrets -
the secrets I have to tell, but cannot speak.
I have to trust my pen to speak for me, and
the eyes of some Reader to listen.
Is it so hard to imagine?
So difficult to understand?
Some things have to come to the outside. Some things
have to be known. Some things have to be shared
with strangers - but in such a way that the truth is
discoverable, not apparent.
I do not always trust myself.
Chances are good I will not always
trust you.
But if you
Pen to paper,
to paper, to paper, to
write. How do we know,
how do we reason, fathom the
depths of the infinite? Discovery
of time, place, knowledge, happenstance,
fate. How do we feel, how do we yearn, how
do we dream? Paper meets pen, meets mind,
meets soul. Unadulterated. Honest. Innocent. The
unknown faced without fear, because nothing goes ahead
of it. Pen to paper, paper, paper. Hand to pen, to paper. Press.
Stroke. Caress. Form the formless, create in the void, fill silence.
Blood and ink, blood and water. Pen in hand, pen to paper, to paper, to
paper, to eyes. Minds touch, hearts speak - all in silence, holy silence. T